PERFORMANCE UPDATE:  Cece is working on DIARY OF A BLONDE as both novel and screenplay, based on her one woman show.  HOLD THE RICE, her new TV series is getting great kudos at film festivals and has received partial funding for the first season from BOSTON SCREEN PARTNERS and PAIA TV and has also secured sponsorship from NESTLE!       Get the rest of the scoop at HOLDTHERICE.COM!

Oct. 14: Cece co-stars on spelling's new CBS drama series, CLUBHOUSE!
 

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September 24, 2004

Most frequent household phrase: "It's not okay to do that."

28 months old and counting, Zane is a pistol like his mother.  Not only has he helped accelerate my process of growing up, but I've never had a more accurate mirror reflecting all of my shit back at me.  It's incredible.  What frightens me is that in order to break old patterns, you really have to know your shit, and the number of parents out there that shouldn't be parenting astounds me.  I now see all the wonderful things that my father has taught me.  I find myself teaching Zane the very same things.  Life is a beautiful cycle.

 

April 20, 2003

Baby Zane is crawling everywhere as he approaches his first birthday.  I can't remember life before him.  I'm convinced it was a past life already.  I was going to present DIARY onstage as the "world according to Cece", a romantic thought that quickly perished with full-time mommyhood.  Still, in whatever form it will eventually be seen in public, it is first and foremost an ode to my son.  He gets a full-blown documentation of how I came to be and my two cents about this crazy world.  In my reality, something could happen to me tomorrow as my experience has taught me that indeed a mother can be with you one day and gone the next.  Mom died 5 days after my 8th birthday.  Had she been a writer, what would she have written to me ahead of time about life?  About her thoughts?  I approach motherhood with fervor now, mending my motherless life along the way.  I wish to become the mother I didn't have, a mother that even she could not live up to if she were alive today. 


 


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